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I saw my student loan balance drop below $10,000 and it felt weird
I was just checking my account like I do every month, and the number was $9,847. I've been paying on these things since I was 22, and for years the total just seemed to sit there, barely moving. I'm 31 now. Hitting that four-figure mark didn't make me feel happy or free like I thought it would. It just made me angry about all the stuff I couldn't do because of it, like putting money down on a place or taking a real vacation. It's a number everyone has but no one really talks about at parties. I'm supposed to be proud, right? Has anyone else felt kind of hollow when they finally hit a big money goal?
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the_alex6mo ago
Does the anger mean we're mourning the time and life it stole?
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oscar6666mo ago
Oh wow, I always pictured that moment as pure relief. But reading your post, I get it now. It's not about the number left, it's about all the life you already paid for it. That's a heavy feeling to carry, even when you're almost done.
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alex_nguyen6mo ago
Yeah I read something about how paying off debt can feel like grief for lost time.
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